Surrender

My dear Amma,

Am going to meet the lawyer today to talk about the divorce and the settlement. It has been disturbing me, this whole asking for money thing that I am doing today. This morning I prayed to you and I started to think, there is no right and wrong. There is only Life. And following the path it takes you down is the best thing, instead of trying to fight it and judge what the 'right' thing to do is.

Be with me, Amma. I am trying to give up being 'I" and surrender to you totally. Don't let me go, Amma. I am clinging on to you. Please hold me and take me wherever it is you want me to go.

With love and gratitude,

Your loving daughter,

Vidya