My dear Amma,
It's really difficult for me sometimes, to distinguish the practical from the spiritual. I go with spirit much of the time, and when something practical comes up, I wonder if I am being foolish and deluding myself, living a life which is not quite real.
Right now it's the subject of money. I am not making any. I have asked for alimony which I might or might not get. My love tells me that I should fight for what I need. It's difficult for me to fight for something I don't really believe I am entitled to. When I told him that, he asked me how come I felt comfortable accepting money from him. He certainly has a point there.
All this is making one thing clearer and clearer, Amma. That I need to have money of my own. A house. Money to look after whatever expenses crop up in the future, including the weddings of my boys.Tell me Amma, how I should work out all this. Please help.
With love and gratitude,
Your loving daughter,
Vidya
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