My dear Amma,
Have finally started the fast. Yesterday, I came to the temple to put on the sakthi maalai. My love had asked me to tell you something. For the nth time, I failed to do so. At first I told him that I had told you, then my pricking conscience made me admit that I had not.
He was really sad and hurt. He felt that if I really considered him my husband, I would not have hesitated to pass on his message to you, Amma. He told me that my heart was not with him, and that I should be where my heart was, rather than forcing myself to do something my mind, not my heart was forcing me into.
He looked broken and shattered. Amma, why is all this happening to him? He is such a good man, he deserves at least a normal life, not one like this. Whatever his past karma might me, he surely deserves happiness and fulfilment now.
Amma, I have to find the answers to some questions. Who am I? What do I really want?
You have to help me find the answers.
With love and gratitude,
From your loving daughter,
Vidya
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