My dear Amma,
So sorry. I know that I have'nt written to you these last few days. There are really no excuses.
Things have felt different since I've been out of a job. Amma, where is all this leading? When will it come to an end? Is this how we are going to live our entire lives, my love and I?
I am confused and stressed. I can't go on like this much longer. However hard I try, the stress keeps building and building. What is it you want me to do, Amma? Am I supposed to be getting stronger and stronger? I can't take much more. Help us please, Amma. Please.
With love and gratitude from your loving daughter,
Vidya
Dear Vidya,
ReplyDeleteI am sorry to know that you are confused. Have you ever thought of the cause of your confusion? I think, Amma is very clear and your love is also clear only you are not 'clear' which is causing the confusion. Will you jump off the cliff if Amma asked you to jump? Will you die for your love? If your answer is 'NO' for these two questions then you are confused! You are the best person (not Amma, not your love) to treat yourself and come out of the confusion. Try it - after all everything is possible as some one said many times..
Om Sakthi