Support

My dear Amma,

Today you spoke to me! It was in words so direct and powerful, they spoke straight to my heart. You told me that my son needed my affection and attention, and that I should handle the people who keep bothering him.

You told me that I should keep him in loop. Amma, Thank you so much for that advice. I have been shutting him out completely, and I think that is what really hurts him. It is evening now. I spent the day at home, spending some time with him. He responded to me and it felt like I was there for him again. I am taking it slowly, though. Don't feel I should rush things after the barely there communication of the last many months. That's all he wants, I think Amma. Some love and support from me. Please keep guiding me, Amma. I need your guidance and support.

Amma, my sister and I were talking today, and she asked if I would move to the town she, my brother and my parents live, because she said I don't have a support system here. Amma, I immediately thought of you and my dear one. With you both, I have the strongest support system in the world. I did'nt tell her though, just smiled and said I did not want to move.

Thank you so much for being with me every single second, Amma. I feel your presence and your grace always.

With love and gratitude,

From your loving daughter,

Vidya