Trust and wait

My dear Amma,

Why so much pain? My love has written telling me to not get divorced, telling me to go back to my former life. I am trying hard to keep my thoughts on You, telling myself that this is your prasadam, and therefore perfect. That whatever you give me is out of pure love and therefore a blessing, even if it is painful and hard to take. That I am blessed because You are beside me, holding my hand and supporting me through it all.Still, the pain does not stop.

Once you told me that you were bringing us closer together little by little and that when the time was right you would finally join us together. I trust you and wait for that time, Amma.

With gratitude and love,

From your loving daughter,

Vidya