Perfection

Dear Amma,

He has gone. We did not really fight or anything, but he feels he has wasted enough of his life. He thinks I will not come to him, that I do not really love him.

I can't blame him at all, he has been through so much, Amma.Please take care of him, Amma. Make sure he is alright. Of course you will, I know that.

As for me, I don't know what will happen to my life. All I know is that you are there. Is there a lesson for me here Amma? That no one will be there for us in the end? Only You? I feel so lost and alone. Can't bear the thought of losing him. But I am trying to cope.

I remember what you once said to me, that you have been bringing him and me together little by little and when the time is right, you will bring us completely together. I believe that completely, Amma. So I only have to wait.

Whatever is happening is your doing, I konw Amma. So how can it be anything other than perfect? It is complete perfection.

Thank you for being with me through everything, Amma. You make life, even the deepest pain, endurable, indeed beautiful.

With love and gratitude from your loving daughter,

Vidya