Forgive me, Amma

My dear Amma,

Are you angry with me? Yesterday I came to see you. I wanted so much to see you, but you did not come to the temple.

If I have done something to anger you, please forgive me Amma. You know exactly what I am. I am not particularly good or bright. I do a lot of foolish, thoughtless, selfish things. But I do try to do what I think is right, or what you have told me to do. If I have not, then tell me Amma. Tell me in simple words that I understand. Please don't be angry with me. I feel so alone when that happens, Amma.

Amma, it is time to go and live with my heart's true love. We both need to start a life together. Please help us and guide us and make it happen. I know you will, Amma. I need some documents and a job where he is. Some way to go and be with him. You have given me everything Amma, I know you will give me this too. I am so grateful; can't even think of my life without your Love and Grace.

Look after my dear one until then. He is very sensitive, and is under a huge amount of stress. This has lead to all sorts of health issues. I worry about him. Please look after him, Amma. Help me support him and make him healthy, happy and strong always.

Thank you for all your patience and care, Amma, for both of us. I do understand how much you give us.

With love and gratitude from your loving daughter,

Vidya